romance

You're completely involved in an obsessive relationship with yourself. You fantasise about being with a woman but you never do anything about it.

Nor, to be honest, do you ever show any interest in anyone else. If that makes you a romantic, enjoy it!

You ignore my efforts to be gs boyfriend now im a middle aged man and tired who doesnt care about relationships Actually

You made no effort to be g's boyfriend. All you did was feed her and buy her clothes she could wear when she went out with other men. She played you for a mug.

You don't care about relationships and your pills keep you sane. What more do you want? And more importantly, what are you doing to get it?

i want to enjoy every second of life i wasted too much time all i do is drinking green tea for that

And you have no intention of doing anything differently.
Oh well.

what do you want me to do? I intend to have long walk that is supposed to be counter productive same with swimming listening relaxation music etc all counter productive what should i do avoid sweets and cheese? I try to do that too.

One thing i must do is limiting contact with my mother but its so deep i cant do that

desperate788 wrote:I intend to have long walk that is supposed to be counter productive same with swimming listening relaxation music etc all counter productive what should i do avoid sweets and cheese? I try to do that too.

ALL of this is good. Where did you get the idea that walking, swimming and relaxing with music are in any way bad for you? And why must you limit contact with your mother?

Dont do this candid its just confusing