desperate788 wrote:My disease evolved through years of abuse so it's hard to recover.
This is the kind of crapola you keep coming out with. You're not dribbling in a psychiatric hospital, you're a responsible citizen who goes to work, pays his bills, keeps a roof over his head and food in his stomach.
So what if your disease evolved through years of abuse? All that means is it will take a while to retrain your brain. You continue abusing your
self with the thoughts you think, and we know you think horrible things about yourself because you post them here.
If you say "it's hard to recover", it will be. In fact it's obvious that right now -- and again, for many years leading up till now -- you've believed it's impossible. Very few things are impossible if you set the challenge for your mind.
I'll let you in on a little secret. I wasn't joking when I described planet earth as a rotating loony bin. We're
all damaged to a greater or lesser degree. Our task is to deal with it.
It's like you're stuck in a bog wailing that it's impossible to get out, while other members such as quietvoice and I are yelling at you from the edge, holding out long sticks, throwing you ropes... and you just keep saying it's impossible.
So here are the three New Thoughts I offered you this week.
I'm confident and happy.
I know what I'm doing and I do it well. I am safe.
Life just keeps getting better!Read them over and over. Write them out 50 times each. Put them on cards and keep them on the dashboard of your car to look at when you're stuck in traffic. Say them aloud with feeling and belief. If you keep doing this, and do it often enough throughout your day, you'll find them more and more real in your daily experience.