Getting drunk on the most enjoyable, non-toxic, perfect for us chemicals, yes! yes! yes!
I live in England, I don't know this doo-lally land you talk of, lol
Most of all I live in my head, as we all do! and that's a good place to be because I choose for it to be by choosing enjoyable thoughts, and we can all do that too.
My love is very strong, because I have focused on it, it has grown, we have an infinite suppy of love at the core of our being. When I stroke my dog for an hour, do I run out of love? No, of course not, both myself and the dog have more love. Like a muscle, the more of love we do, the more powerful it becomes, and it feels great