Baby The Stars wrote:Hello~
I haven't posted on the forum in a long time. Personally I think it is long overdue, I'm at the point of being ridiculous. I've come across photos from when I had first started purging and not eating and ever since I been very depressed since I've realised I'm not thin like that any more and I can't get myself to that point. I started having female monthly cycle and ever since I've been trying harder to and harder to to be thinner yet nothing happens. I thought I was thin but now realising I'm not as thin as I use to be is driving me crazy. I can't stop doing what I do but it affect my body any more. Has it gotten too out of hand?
There seem to be a lot of responses on this thread that are assuming you're overweight now. I'm assuming you're not, in fact you're probably on the light side of normal, or possibly already underweight, and that your ideal is to be probably severely underweight - am I right?
I'm not qualified to respond to you, as I have no direct experience of eating disorders, but I just wanted to highlight the probably reality of your situation to anyone who took your plea to lose weight at face value... assuming I'm right?
You need professional help really, or help from people who've been through the same situation and come out the other side with a healthy BMI and happiness.
I can only offer my sympathy and hope that you can manage to feel good about yourself as well as being healthy in the near future.