I wasn't sure where would be the right place to post this, but anyone who might have been through the same situation or has some advice, it would be much appreciated.
I've had binge eating disorder since before my early teens, because of this my weight has fluctuated a lot since then. I've managed to gain some control over it this past year and have lost a considerable amount of weight. I had begun to see my diet to be healthy and nutritional, with only binges happening rare and far between rather than every day. However the past few months, as my depression and anxiety has got worse, the disorder has hit back. I've been taking mirtazapine for the past 2/3 weeks and have found that this has had an awful effect on my eating. I feel like I constantly need to be full, to stop the feeling of emptiness. For the past week, I've eaten to the point of being sick most days. I hate the fact that I have no control over it but can't seem to stop myself which then has an effect on my mental state. I begin to feel guilty, like I'm letting myself down. I have such a bad relationship with food, and the state I find myself in with it. I wanted to know your views on this and also any advice. Do you think the two are separate issues or the mirtazapine could be having an adverse effect as I've heard common side effects are weight gain, increased appetite etc.