Was feeling such a sense of stillness and peace last night.
But i just had to go to the fridge. Of course that caused me
to pass out, instead of sitting and just "being" in the moment
so i could clarify my body/mind/spirit connection.
I hate myself, my selfishness, my imperfections, my inner brat
I just hate accepting weakness of the soul. Its such a pain full
and heart breaking thing to endure.
destroyer of life..and of fate..