jurplesman wrote:stella_blues wrote:My dear Jurriaan, if only it was so simple.
And it is!!
Well, I'm not obese. Neither am I underweight. I'm within normal BMI, on the lower end. So I'm not thinking I have an overriding physiological issue (though I don't know for sure.) Also, I'm very physically resilliant and healthy. Friends say I sometimes "glow." I took my trash to the dump the other day and the man running the machine asked if I lift weights!
I know my purging behavior is directly linked to stress. When I'm not chronically suicidal, I'm into the eating disorder stuff. When the eating disorder stuff quiets down, I'm into self harm. And then back around in the circle again.
One substitues for the other. So that seems to point more to a psychological issue.
On the other hand, the purging behavior does throw my metabolism completely out of whack. I know my electrolytes and blood sugar levels are all over the place from one hour to the next. My NP has me get lab blood work once a month or so to make sure I'm not too over the top.