Hypnosis experience or am I just going crazy?

I've always had an interest in hypnosis. I'm always eager to try it out, but the YouTube vids never work on me and I always get upset because I feel like there's something wrong with me. But I wanted to show my boyfriend a couple of videos to see what he thought of them. And the one we watched was the "can't stop laughing" one on YouTube And he was sitting there and getting relaxed, but I was just sitting there and actually wasn't trying to be hypnotized. I was just sitting next to him, looking around the room but I could hear the guys voice because my boyfriend had it playing out loud. I wasn't really focused on it but I could hear him. My stomach started hurting in the middle of the video. Like my anxiety messing with me, mainly because I was worried the hypnosis video would work for my boyfriend and I got a little jealous. And he woke up, and looked normal. He just kinda shrugged and said,"Well I don't feel any different. Let's watch some funny videos to see." And we watched them and he laughed like he normally would and said,"Yeah, I don't think it worked on me." But the way he explained his "trance" he saw white and imagined all these silly things but then his mind started wander and he lost focus. And I got a little jealous of that because every time I've tried to listen to those videos, I don't see white and I rarely visualize in my own like that. And I just thought there was something wrong with me. But after we watched the video, I kinda just felt the need to make out with him all of a sudden and well some other things too, it came out of nowhere. And we were playing a card game, and I set my card pile down to tell him something but when I got back to the game, I forgot I put my cards down and I looked at the cards and wanted to laugh a bit because I thought they were his and that he forgot to pick them up. I was confused but said,"Heh. Who's ever cards are those? And why are they in the middle?" And he just looked at me confused and said,"Those are yours?" And I laughed a bit, smiled and said,"Are they?.. oh yeah.." I completely went blank and felt kinda stupid that I forgot about my cards. And there's this pattern I missed also. I was paying attention to it, looking straight at my cards but I made a mistake and missed a pattern to where I could've gotten a point. I didn't realize until my boyfriend pointed it out for me. He said,"What are you doing? You could've went like 4 different times!" And I was confused again, looked and felt embarrassed because I didn't realize and I played it off, making it seem like I knew. I just shrugged and said I knew. And my head was spinning the entire time we were playing. And I started to get extremely tired and was yawning when we were playing. My boyfriend was tired too, but when we dropped him off, he fell straight asleep. I went back home and was still upset because I still felt like hypnosis would never work for me.. and my anxiety was kinda messing with me a bit. But as I started to get ready for bed it was about one in the morning, I was falling asleep.. I was in and out of it.. I could hear that guys voice from the video again in my head telling me to sleep and counting down.. I started to drift off and I would hear more and I woke up thinking and saying out loud,"ugh wth is this... let me sleep..." and that happened for about an hour.. and I dreamt while I was awake because I think I was aware of this dream.. but I woke up.. and I didn't realize I slept with this flannel pillow.. I can NEVER sleep with that. It's too hot for me and makes me sweat when I sleep so I always put that one under the one I use under my head. I woke up confused af because I laying down with the flannel one.. I didn't remember putting that one under my head. I tried to recall putting it under my head but I can vaguely remember .. not very well. I didn't even realize I used that one. And also, we order food.. and I got my sisters order. Usually, I get pissed off if I get the wrong order. I usually go and ask if they have the right one.. I LITERALLY did not realize the order wasn't mine or didn't realize it didn't have what I ordered. I just casually started to eat it until my sister came in and pointed it out to me. I looked down, scrunched my eyebrows together in confusion because I didn't realize I was eating her order. Like I said before, I usually get pissed and don't stop asking until I get the right order. Idk how the hell I didn't realize the order wasn't mine. And today I just feel out of it, I feel exhausted.. tired.. and I lost my appetite today. I mean I get hungry, but I'll only eat a little and that's it. That and I'm just tired and I haven't done anything all day. Just lay down in bed and I'm exhausted. We went out to eat again today but I didn't eat much and I almost took a drink of my sisters drink, until she yelled at me and I jumped, got embarrassed and said,"Oh.. heh.. that's not mine.." and I keep hearing people call my name... I mean I only heard it twice but nobody else has heard it when I do. We did another video, the lemon taste test and my boyfriend finished it wanting to have lemonade, and that's the only side effect he got. I asked him about what I'm going through, and asked if he was going through the same stuff and he said no and said but what I'm going through is weird... what's going on? Am I going crazy?