I get big before an incident

davidd2 wrote:I've been getting fits that are effected by a bloated feeling before they happen. My talking is abnormal and out of turn, but I want to, because it fills a loneliness and excitement about it. I sometimes hit myself in the head or break a cell phone but it has stopped. They say it needs to stop.

Hi David,

I'm Leo from the Anger Management Forum where you stopped by on Christmas Eve, and I found your Post fascinating, and so I looked up whatever other posts you had submitted.

In the message you posted here, you say "They say it needs to stop". Who are "they". In another post you had said that you could hear in your head people talking on the other side of the wall, so I get the impression that people or personality entities can speak to you directly inside your head. Or maybe these are friends, family or others who are telling you that you need to stop hitting yourself and breaking phones, which is very good advise. It is commendable that you have listened to and implemented their wise counsel.