Dear Peace Seeker,
Wow! ‘Dick’ D.S. really gave you a lot to think about. So, so far so good.
Oh, wait… what is it you wrote:
Peace_Seeker wrote:Hi My name is Rich.....I need help with my anger, this is kind of hard for me, i knew i had some anger issues but didn't realize was as bad as it really was.....i need help cause its hurting my relationship.
I need help with realistic tips on ways to help my anger, I guess some of my anger stems from rejection whether it be ideas or suggestions at both home and work, also with negative body language.
There are times when i know i am angry but don't realize or should say hear how i am speaking and or don't even realize i am coming off as a total dick.....
My dad was like this and i don't want to be like him........i think some of my anger is because i am turning 30 but this has been on going for way before this but i think may be whats making it worse....
Please help, and if you need any other info please just ask....i want help just don't know how to really express
Oh, yes… Richard dealt sufficiently with Rejection. Yes, you have to learn to Take It Like a Man when you get rejected… if they want you to walk away, well, give’em what they want – Walk Away… with a Smile and Wave Good Bye. Remember that Anger always works at Cross Purposes to Dignity. One cannot become Angry without becoming Undignified.
This is why Richard recommends having a Pre-set Escape Plan… the Idea that you will Make An Exit (a Dignified One, if things get bad), and cool off on your walk, or whatever. Now, yes, the Escape Plan sometimes can get you in Trouble. At Work, I would excuse myself from meetings and then get in trouble for it. The Boss, who was a very angry person himself (but he was boss and so it was okay) didn’t see the utility of escaping Anger – that as a good robotic employee, I should simply dismiss all such feelings, blah, blah, blah. So I learned to not just excuse myself but to say, “Excuse Me, I think I am about to become Sick”. Nobody argues with that. They clear a way to the door for you… but keep their shoes way back… Also, the ‘being sick’ about whatever just happened to upset you, well, that works well also – it tells people there is a problem, and your Dignity is protected, because, after all, you showed no unsightly emotions, but you cannot help how your Body reacts to injustice and insult.
Oh, yes, getting close to 30. It is ‘almost’ a Mid-Life Crisis. You must be very Ambitious. Most people don’t really expect to have Conquered the World at 30. Most people wait until 40 to see that overall they are one of the Millions of ‘Losers’ (yes, and in a Competitive Society, where King of the Mountain is the Game we all play, well, there can be only on King…. Only one Winner. That makes All of Us Losers, doesn’t it? It’s Strange how we support a Social System that degrades everybody… but that seems to be what the Movies, Media, and Literature supports… and there isn’t much popular imagination for seeing a Social Plan where everyone is respected. So, yes, I can’t blame you for feeling like a Failure, and being frustrated by it. Alexander the Great had upturned the Great Persian Empire by the time he was 30. Napoleon had gathered Europe together under one Political Jurisdiction and was establishing Liberal Political Ideas, socially and economically, and even Religiously, compared to what the Revolution had been doing before, and all before he hit the Big Three Zero. Oh, yes, there is the Beatles and Michael Jackson to consider. So, yes, If you Really Luck Out, you should be able to Conquer the World before he hit 30. And so thought Millions… perhaps Billions of people before you. Anyway… try to get comfortable being a nobody. If you are satisfied being a Nobody, than any little thing that comes along your way seems to be like an extra, you know?
Yes, you should Plan on Being Angry. Often, we are not caught in an Anger Episode for so long, as the day in and day out business is so plain and vapid, that we forget that we have all kinds of Triggers and Propensities to Blow Up. So, develop some ritualized regimen… some plan for learning about or practicing Anger Management everyday. If it is everyday, well, then it only has to be something that only takes about 15 or 20 minutes – reading a chapter from a book or rehearsing how Not to be Angry (replaying Incidents in your Mind, but this time making the Right Decisions).
Also, and this sounds strange, but I think it is a powerful tool. If you get Angry during a Dream, well, make it a point to return to the Dream and replay it without the anger. Don’t accept Angry Behavior even in your Dreams.
Oh, and this includes every aspect of your Life. No More Swearing! Not even alone. Not even under your breath. Swearing is the Devil’s Way of working you up. It is Almost Impossible to work up to Anger without the prods and pokes of Swear Words pushing you into the Deep End. Oh, and in regards to your habit of speaking like a Real Jerk, well, most of that is because we allow ourselves to be Clever and Sarcastic. Well, being Clever and Sarcastic, while it may be the Stuff of Stand Up Comedians, is simply Undignified and Out of Place in Real Life.
Oh, you know the Feeling – just after an Angry Episode, how our heads spin with THINGS WE SHOULD HAVE SAID. Well, just think about those Clever and Sarcastic Things, and how all of that would have only made things Even Worse! Yes, although it is very difficult, TRY to ignore that phase of thinking immediately after an Anger Episode of THINGS YOU SHOULD HAVE SAID, and try to turn you mind to just how lucky you are you said as little as you did…. Unless you cussed and screamed and threw your computer tower through the office window…well, and then you can congratulate yourself that you did not murder anybody .