As a young teen I was fully able to look after my eating habits and figure.
After coming out of a very unhealthy relationship at the age of 17, I've had trouble with my weight and binge eating ever since.
Sometimes I manage to get on top of things and get myself down to a happy, healthy weight, but I can never maintain it. I've got the word 'inconsistent' lodged deep into my brain.
I will be 21 in 2 months and I need to be together and well presented for this event which I know I can do but I know as soon as it's over I'll go back to my terrible binging ways.
And now, each time I put the weight back on, I feel worse and worse about myself to the point where I don't even know why I bother anymore so why try? And it's showing as I'm currently at the heaviest I've ever been.
I need a lifestyle change but I'm afraid of failure before I've even started.
I need help.