Hi, my name is Inertia, I guess the name says it all. I am going to treat this a little like a blog, until they throw me out. I need a place to write but I also need the possibility of someone reading this, otherwise it feels too meaningless to write.
I am 45 and I weigh 250 pounds (I looked it up in stone and that is 17.9). I have many issues but one problem I have noticed is I snack all the time. I constantly have something in my hand all day long. Popcorn, nuts, chips, seeds, pretzels, chex mix, beef jerky. I don't know how to stop. I feel like I can't stop buying these things because my husband, who doesn't have a weight problem, needs them for his lunches at work. (12 hour shifts) I have tried putting things in the garage, (I just go get them)
I have tried asking my husband to keep these things in his truck (he refuses and just says don't eat them) I really don't know what to do. All my cabinets are see through glass (I rent) the rest of the pantry is in open bookshelves due to space issues. I spend a lot of time in the kitchen trying to catch up on chores. (no dishwasher) All these crunchy, salty, foods surround me and I feel powerless against them. Sometimes I think I eat them to "keep my energy up" but really they are weighing me down. I feel like an alcoholic in a bar and I am not supposed to drink, but eventually, every day, I give in.