Hi,
I just started university today and honestly I've been panicking since the moment I left the campus this evening. I arrived then enrolled and made my way to where I needed to go and spoke to a few people around. In one of our introductions my professor spoke about all of the things we need such as books, finance information and some other things... He also spoke about some of the things I would be learning and I really didn't know half the things he was talking about and I just got really confused. We had to introduce ourselves and one of the questions were what do you really want from university, how can you get there etc... I have no clue what I want to do or how the subject I picked works or whatever. The students around me seem to know half the course content already which makes me really nervous. I'm used to knowing at least some of the subject that I'm studying but it is the opposite in this case. They talked a lot about the workload and other stuff and how easy it is to fall behind. I'm really nervous. I'm quite shy so the introduction of myself was really a mess and well I f*cked that up. All of this makes me question if I really want this. One of the professors said to everyone that we must be capable of university since you made it this far. Something is telling me I can't do this, this whole day scared me. I'm paying over forty grand in tuition so I would hate to waste all of that money that I have to pay back. Is this a normal thing? Thanks