ten years

Am I right in believing you grew up there?

If you have other relatives, maybe some friends from school days, you could contact them and see what support they can offer.

yes ı grew up in istanbul. I dont have any close friends there ı was always an antisocial. So ı don't have anyone to support me ıts your goodness to do that thanks again..

Well, that's very frustrating -- because I can't do anything at all about getting you home. I wish I could.

ı know you wish you could..You are such a good friend. Its by your support ı still go on here.

You would be much better planning how you're going to get home. The rest of your life is at stake!

ı cant see any solution. I must be where my job is . We talked many this many times but ı still think ı cant find a new job.

You can't know that until you try. And you could be trying for work near to your mother's home.

ım so fed up with life looking for a job is such a mess for my psyche. I just think how ı will overcome works here at manisa.

But even if you do that, you'll still be in Manisa... a long way from home and mother.

work pressure worsens my troubled mood if ı can handle works pressure will ease

That pressure has never eased all the time you've been on the forum.

A year from now you could have another 1000 posts here telling us how helpless and worried you are about everything

OR

you could be living near your mother, with a job that suits you better, catching up with people who knew you when you were younger, having a great time and perhaps spending time with a lovely woman other than your mother.

If you don't change anything, life will always be the same for you.

ı know you have told me that hundred times

Candid wrote:That pressure has never eased all the time you've been on the forum.

A year from now you could have another 1000 posts here telling us how helpless and worried you are about everything

OR

you could be living near your mother, with a job that suits you better, catching up with people who knew you when you were younger, having a great time and perhaps spending time with a lovely woman other than your mother.

If you don't change anything, life will always be the same for you.

ıts like a fairy tale to my current situation. living close to my mother with a woman ı love. Only you can do that help me to get rid of this hell ım currently in.

All I can do is describe what's possible for you if you have the courage to reach for what you want.

my situation reminds me kafka's..