Day 32 on Citalopram 20mg. I have suffered with depression & anxiety for years and recently it began to affect my work, so I made a GP appointment.
Symptoms (last 32 days, in chronological order)
- panic attacks (feeling of impending death)
- suicidal ideation
- nausea
- no appetite
- vivid night terrors
- disturbed sleep
- heat rushes and chills
- pins and needles in face
- intrusive thoughts (the worst being thoughts of harming my loving partner)
- constant low mood
- paranoia
- hypochondria
- general anxiety and panic
These symptoms won't often all come at once, but many will appear at the same time.
I am posting to show others that they are not alone. We are all fighting our battles. I was scared to take my Citalopram today but I did. My next GP appointment is on the 9th so I have to ride it out until then, at least. I just want my life back.
Every day is a struggle but forums like this one give me hope and if that is all I have, then it is enough for now.
If you have had similar experiences and are as scared as I am, please.post and tell me how you are doing. It would makeme feel better to connect with others on the same journey.
M