So I wrote this suicide note for a friend...She told me it was very sad...I did not write it to be sad...I was thinking this is how a suicidal person would feel after they ended things but were not able to put it into words anylonger...anyone else ever read or write a suicide note just because? If so, what was it like? This is what I wrote...
...I did not sleep for crap in the final days
...I became extremely tired near the end
...not just tired of being awake - but tired of being alive
...I was sick and tired of being judged for just being
...no-one really knew me or ever cared enough to find out who I really was
...as long as I served their purpose, that is all they were interested in
...everyone assumed they knew me, no-one really did
...I truly wished things would've been different
...I truly wished I had learned earlier to live without fear
...I truly wished I could have known what it felt like to be loved
...Real love
...I departed with sorrow in my heart and fear in my mind
...but love remained in my soul
...love for all others struggling to conquer the things I couldn't
...didn't
...peace