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My last post on here, Feb 07 2012. Dark times I wrote a will and the next day tried to show a councilor who i thought cared about me, he couldn't care less, and something happened to me then and it all went down hill from there. All i wanted was safety, a place were i wouldn't hurt and i was not in ...

hi there, alot has happened to me, i havent talked on this foum for a while now. My life has been so taken over, and i have been hurt so badly emotionally more so my other scar's will fade, but an emotion cut doesent stop bleeding and will always remain, i came out of the tunnel at the other side, n...

i might check that out, the forums, i genrally am pritty untrusting, at the moment at least i think it i join too many fourms i confuse myself.. or feel vunrable, but thank i might have an investagation. I don't deserve it.. i hate myself and i hate my life. i did something wrong. i said i would nev...

oddly. i do write alot of poety, how i feel, i used to do it constantly, things would pop into my maind and i would write them out, and they were beautiful, people liked them, said i should make a book, but when and all this.. i stopped writting so sad. I made a few poems they are horrible, but so g...

theres too much pain inside, it isen't enough cutting, i need more, more blood, more pain, its not enough, i balence out my pain inside on the outside, i get so peace.. but its not enough, i need more, i punched the bathroom concreate tiles today, it hurt, my knuckles were sore, but i kept punching ...

candid.. shut up. my life is sh** enough without anyone, making fun. they will bleed for what they did, one day, they will suffer and they will be all alone, they will cry and call for help but no one will be there, and then they will die, if i ever see them again.. part of me wants to make them suf...

Alot of anger burst i just wanna break something, but i can't i bottle, think really starting to loose it now, when im angry if people mess with me, there in trouble, something inside snaps and i want to tar there head off, im never been aggressive, never, but from all the sh** in my life, now, its ...

nothing has happened, they said they could help, that its okay, but they hurt me and upset me when i was already at my bottom. don't trsut anyone.. so lost, sad, soon, its not gonna matter, it will be too late, or i might have to do something, im angry, people hurt me and they didn't have justic, no...

you tend to find opeing up isen't always a good thing.. i was told off by my parents beacuse they wanted to know how i felt, so i told them and they tell me off.. said i would get into trouble.. but i can't help how i feel.. its inside of me.. i don't sleep that well, coz at night i dance with my de...

i sudden't feel ike this, i think there might be something wrong.. before i wasen't like this before, was different, i. i get angry and i want to hurt others, i want to break something, i cut my arm with a pair of scissor not too harm just to bleed, and it was so peaceful, touching and looking at my...

thank you for your advice. it woulden't offend me working in a church but it would make me feel alittle uncomfortable, i had alot of faith at one stage in my life, its gone now, i am christien and i still believe alittle, but to enter such holy ground, knowing i no longer have that faith, makes me k...

hypoglisemia sorry think thats spelt wrong?
thats not the reason i feel this way.. its beacuse i was hurt..

from a young age i have always know what i wanted to do, and tryed my best to get what i needed to do it, no matter what. i have the right stuff, and many opptions, yet i feel like, well i don't really know how to describle it, but its a deep feeling, inside where my heart is. Somwthing isen't right...

yes there are rules. -__- (armed)

Thats just how i felt.. But i found this; it has great meaning: People often turn to suicide because they are seeking relief from pain. Remember that relief is a feeling. And you have to be alive to feel it. You will not feel the relief you so desperately seek, if you are dead. ---Martha Ainsworth I...