hey here I'm 22and I'm single, I have no friends, I'm like 90% sure I have anxiety and panic attacks but it's not that bad and I living with my parents but I'm going to college in like 4 weeks it's my first living alone
now I feel like something is wrong with me, I don't know why now? I try to fix like going someone new, making friends online, moving on, ignoring it but now I starting to lose sleep so I cant ignoring anymore.
I just feel like I'm losing my mind like its all in my head, I also feel like if I did have friends that they won't get it like no one gets me and I will be alone my whole life I cant take it I just want to scream.
maybe its the pressure of college or the pressure of not have someone to talk to.
I'm just scared that ppl leave me coz I have panic attacks and now I just keep think about my last date did he leave coz of panic attacks did he lied when he said "I just don't have time for a relationship"
plz same help any help I cant take it I feel like I'm dying everyday little by little