worry I make my mother sorry

My father is one of the lowest people in the world with excessive intelligence. He indeed likes to control people for one main reason..ruining my life. Anyways it seems impossible to me to save my mother from him. She thinks he is a normal father with a serious illness. He does every lowest thing to manipulate her for his main aim..to ruin my life. He has a daughter who is very much like him. Together they are the lowest people in the world. Actually it's so unfortunate that my mother married him. When I say he is acting he isn't seriously ill to my mother she doesn't take me serious. Telling her she is hurting me and she is not remembering would be useless because she certainly won't believe me.

That's a tough one, desperate. It would be very hard for you to tell your mother you feel bad when she stays with you.

Unless she actually complains about your father, I don't think you can tell her what you think of him. Perhaps if she has a good time with you, and isn't so happy with him these days, she might come around to wanting to live with you. I think you've said before that you'd like that... but not while she's under his influence, obviously.

What does he claim to be ill with? Is it something that might carry him off in the next year or two? We can always hope!

Yes he creates difficult situations for normal people as an unnormal monster. My mother always loved me I have no suspect of her love buy she is continuously manipulated by him there isn't anything much she can do. Yes I would like to live with my mother that would be nice maybe his manipulation fades by time if she stays away from him.

He is said to have various probs..problems with lungs heart failure don't know exactly..

My mother is coming tonight. I will take her from terminal by car. My concern is without proper sleep I may cause an accident.

It must be terrible to worry about every little thing.

Tell me what's good about your life.

Good morning candid..had a problematic sleep again. What's good about my life? The only thing I can think about is uf. I can't sleep I can't listen music I can't watch a movie etc. This became some negative crap sorry ..

desperate788 wrote:I can't sleep I can't listen music I can't watch a movie etc.

Why can't you do those things?

They worsen my mental disease..I just can't understand what happens when I listen music. The melodies sound good just to sound bad in a little while..very annoying. Movies lose meaning and become obsolete. .

Seems to me you need to find a new therapist.

AllRight. . Find one at manisa

Do you know one?

I did a google search. You could try that, and read reviews or go with your gut feeling.

I'm seeing my old one once a week via Skype. I'm lazy to find a new one.

Yes, a lot of therapists work via skype. I didn't think you liked the Antep one that much?