Help?!

I have battled with this disease for years and from time to time it's going a bit better and then things take a turn to worse! Now it's been hell for 3 months and i'm sad and tired and i just wish i could find someone to talk to about this maddness...is here anyone who would understand and like to talk? It's a bit difficult to talk with someone who has never had this disease..those people-even though they try their best to help, they can never fully understand!