by Wondercookie » Wed Dec 10, 2003 4:52 pm
Hey, Lisa, how are you?
Do you smoke cigarettes? Drink alcohol? Caffeine? Other drugs?
I used to have the same tight feeling in my chest before I quit alcohol, caffeine, and my cocktail of anxiety pills. I was on Buspar, Imipramine, Zoloft, Hydrocodone, Methocarbomal, codeine, you name it.
I think with me, sometimes I would concentrate so much on my own body that normal feelings were actually magnified. A scratchy throat became, to me, a situation in which I couldn't breath. Being out of breath became, to me, a heart attack. My attention was constantly focused into a fine beam of light on the normal sensations that everybody felt, I think. But with me, these sensation were mulitiplied.
I still feel tight-chested today, although I recognize this as a symptom that something is out of balance in my life. Usually it's a sinkful of dirty dishes or a full garbage can or something I've been putting off at work. I remind myself that eventually, I will get around to this thing. I sit down, relax, sip in a gigantic refreshing breath, hold it (and imagine that my tight-chest feeling is a poison that is now seeping into the air in my lungs) and then I exhale forcefully. It takes a few deep breaths, but the feeling generally passes in about 15 minutes, for me. Then I'm able to get up and tackle those dishes or the trash.
Stay away from caffeine! Even in sodas! It's the magnifying glass on the anthill of our nerves.
God bless.