by hellohello123456789 » Sun Jan 14, 2018 10:23 pm
Inability of giving resolution to small issues, and making a huge ( I mean huge) drama that drives to destructive behavior and many many times to suicidal state. Inability to speak about disagreement with low voice, always screaming. Zero tolerance to alternative opinion, always getting offended, hurt, “f***ed”(in her words) to the deepest deeps of her soul for daily banalities. The talk always ends mentioning dead father and his property. She called police many times on me, all of the time they just went back after witnessing my embarrassment, one time they asked me to leave the house because the rent contract was on her name. I was outside lurking at night with my baggage. It became critical when she left her fathers ring in her mothers home and started to blame me in stilling it. Another thing she blamed me in robbing her because she found my savings that my father gave to me. Last night she was asking my 4 years old son to call police because she tried to kick me out from the house and I said that the house is in my name, she just went wild. I can not count on my fingers times that I was breaking doors of bathrooms to save her from cutting her veins by my shaving razors. She is entering the bathtub and sitting hours under the hot water without moving without blinking. I don’t know what is peace. I am afraid of her behavior. I don’t want to report her, because I am going to **** up my family. There is no way of talking to her, she drives it to arguments and fights... I really love her, but loving her is killing me(really, without exaggeration). Please help me to understand if this can be something serious about her or just hopefully it is about our relationship and how I can fix it.