by KAL » Tue Feb 06, 2007 12:12 am
Hi Cormac,
Thank you for sharing your experience with us. I also have some bad memories and I tried to bury them in the past, only they kept chasing me over and over for a long period of time. I used to get bothered by my negative emotions attached to those memories and was upset because there was nothing in hand now. I used to tell myself "If I could just return back to the past, I will do this and that to change it". But regret didn't help too.
Until one day a friend of mine recommended a book to read called "The Present". The message of this book is in order to live a happy life, you need to face your past and learn from your experiences, plan well for your future, and concentrate on the present. My suggestion to you if your past is still bothering you sometimes, face your past, fight your emotions, analyze the different negative experiences, write down the lessons learned, then erase them from your memory. You need to do that or else your past will keep hunting you. This is what I personally did, and it sort of worked out for me.
About the example of having a son who is bullied around and is always flooded with embaressment, if he was my own son, I would support him and deal with him as a friend rather than a figure of authority (as you said). However, I will do my best to raise a strong child who is able to defend himself and would earn his colleagues' respect. My father did that to me by making sure I take Karate lessons at a very young age to build the necessary confidence in me. I guess it was a good plan and worked fine. This however requires empathy from my side as a father, but what if I wasn't there for him, what are the emotional intelligence techniques he should do in order to solve the embaressment problem on his own?
Sorry for the very long reply. Its just that this subject is very close to my heart and I had a lot to express.