the curse of the witch doll

I don't know what that means but if that's where you're at, so be it.

Accepting what-is is an important step in healing, Sometimes two steps forward and one back, or the other way round. It doesn't matter.

The most important thing is to be patient with yourself and trust that you're heading the right way.

yeah i always try to accept where i am... and see where i can reach...

the problem is im in very bad position. i am using a walking stick on my thirties and i have been brainwashed. and i have nithing to do.
only food that i eat. and just being delusional.

laureat wrote:i am using a walking stick on my thirties

That doesn't mean you'll be using it in your 40s.

i have nithing to do.
only food that i eat. and just being delusional.

Some of your earlier posts on this thread were certainly delusional, but not now. They probably gave you anti-psychotics while you were in hospital.

Rest, my friend. Take it easy. Maybe some gentle yoga and meditation. Your wires got crossed temporarily but you won't need anti-psychotics for ever. I know they have a way of making you perpetually hungry and lethargic. The weight comes off when things get back to normal.

You can trust your instincts. You're going the right way. Patience!

side effects from druga

i cannot sleep . ..

i asked another dr. for my side effects of the drugs. he added me another one. now i cannot sleep. and im scared of not sleeping.
but at least i can walk without help

i finally managed to overcome some fear ...

i slept for 8 hours even though lots of times i woke up. but slept again.

It's all good, laureat. You'll sleep when you need to.

my sleep is better. but i still am spooked away from my things. i can hardly make a comment here from the last one.

That's okay. The forum will always be here.

joined forum 2012? what happend in 2012 to make you join? and can i just say i've never seen such huge paranoia, my suggestion is rather simple. If you are up for a challenge start realizing as long as you keep saying 'they brainwashed me' they indeed did there is fine line of what you can control and one of those things is how you speak to yourself and start thinking it's good that somebody is interested in you, meditate, learn to live life and be fearless and trust nobody but yourself in a good way and ensure you are feeling good because you are wasting your life. Good luck btw did you know when you say 'good luck' to somebody they do 20% better job at it?

i have said. it is the tittle of the topic

There's no curse on you, my friend. Look after yourself!