the curse of the witch doll

when i was training a dog . i have learned that you should not reward a negative state of the mind but the positive state however should be rewarded. on my treatment whatsoever they doing the opposite . i guess someone wants me frustrated .

Its a spiritual issue you are facing, you need to seek spiritual help.

what you believe = feelings
what i believe was not good at all, i am trying to convince myself that my life can be good but that wasnt easy, i cannot decide what to believe, you cant fake believes , but i can choose what to focus on and try to push on the positive side as Richards said to focus on my daughter , stop complaining and so

right now im enjoying my time. im just walking around my home and staying alerted . but it is not that bad. i dont feel pressure. im making myself a caffe. im going out for walks with my father. maybe ill try go on my own .

laureat wrote:OK. im trying to be "working and playing" state of the mind thats all i understand as positive activity. my walks and home-bike i try to consider as work and play. and my family, my daughter

This is good.

double post, unable to delete

when i know something i always liked to share it with others. i guess i love teaching. so im thinking about my future it would good for me to be a driving instructor. or at least i will think about it at the moment . im not very best driver around here but i like teaching

sorry guys for commenting so out of control here. and thank you for your replies

Look after yourself and think happy thoughts, okay?

i feel much better, i guess i have switched to a different state of mind. i am spending more time with my daughter and im also reading my books. i got 4 books to read about driving instructor exams for this year. or at least thats what im doing for now

Yes, I saw you responded to someone else here with a helpful suggestion and encouragement.

It's great to have you back, laureat!

thank you very much. i think it was only you and richards that i trusted and made me rethink the situation

compared how i was months ago i think im doing good.

my doctor has prescribed me fluosetine, medilex, kvetiapine and respiridon. which i think its ok for now.
i feel good, but i am also pushing forwards and trying to socialize which i have a problem with.

laureat wrote:compared how i was months ago i think im doing good.

I know you are!

my doctor has prescribed me fluosetine, medilex, kvetiapine and respiridon. which i think its ok for now.

If it feels right to you, it is.

i feel good, but i am also pushing forwards and trying to socialize which i have a problem with.

You've always seemed like a good guy to me. You don't have to be the life of the party, and I know from experience that head drugs can make it harder to keep up in conversation.

One foot in front of the other, that's the best any of us can do. Be gentle with yourself and encourage yourself whenever you think of it.

yes, when i was in hospital they gave me aripiprazole which i believe was making it harder for me to follow conversations, i was feeling tired i could not follow even few seconds
but now i have respiridone and i am not having too much of that problem

when im going out im having a little problem with strangers im being tense, shaky and a little deluded, so yeah i agree.. i have to learn to be gentle with myself . expectations i have from my self