I'm so anxious

desperate788 wrote:You should feel sorry for me because I'm around for a decade and I haven't done anything wrong to anyone I mean I'm harmless just very sick and appealing for help from people I think who are good like me. My father has given me such a terrible disease that sucked my everything and made me so desperate

I don't feel sorry for you, most especially since you refuse to take responsibility for your own actions.

My suffering is genuine it can't be understand by professional doctors only people at this board knows how serious my suffering is I would be sorry for someone like me. What do you mean by taking responsibility for my actions I'm so stuck can't do much action

desperate788 wrote:I'm so stuck can't do much action

Excellent.

Apply that idea of 'non-action' to what you place into your mouth. Do not act on any thoughts of eating dead animals.

Start right now.

You feel sorry for the animals? Prove it.



Edit:

desperate788 wrote: only people at this board knows how serious my suffering is

I only know that you complain constantly, and have shown refusal to take any serious action to improve your conditions, mental or otherwise.



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desperate788 wrote:My diet gets so limited by non animal foot. When I go to a cafe I can't find anything to eat. But so sorry for the animals i may cease animal eating.

There is a multitude of resources online to overcome any objection you have to keep on eating those dead animals. If you can't bring yourself to even check that out, I wager your talking about feeling sorry for them is HOT AIR.

My diet gets so limited by non animal foot. When I go to a cafe I can't find anything to eat. But so sorry for the animals i may cease animal eating.

quietvoice wrote:

desperate788 wrote:I'm so stuck can't do much action

Excellent.

Apply that idea of 'non-action' to what you place into your mouth. Do not act on any thoughts of eating dead animals.

Start right now.

You feel sorry for the animals? Prove it.

Edit:

desperate788 wrote: only people at this board knows how serious my suffering is

I only know that you complain constantly, and have shown refusal to take any serious action to improve your conditions, mental or otherwise.

Not zero action. I'm on medication to improve my situation. I'm drinking green tea drank gallons so far. I don't eat red meat. I limit my alcohol intake. Not so much but there is some effort. I'm so fed up with life I'm sorry I can't do more. My work makes me so anxious diminished my desire to live I'm desperate

desperate788 wrote:But so sorry for the animals i may cease animal eating.

Sorry, I think I misread.

When do you think that you'll decide to actually cease this habit?

I want to but think that only my action will not stop the slaughter

desperate788 wrote:I want to but think that only my action will not stop the slaughter

If in your heart, you think it is wrong, but then depend on everyone else doing the right thing before you do the right thing, then you are being disingenuous.

Do you rape women?
Do you torture dogs?
Do you mug the elderly on the street?

Why don't you? Other people do.

Think about it.

I'm done. And I still don't feel sorry for you.

I don't care about my health I'm off anyways I care for those animals but only my action isnt enough. Animal eating is so widespread a matter of thousands of years.

desperate788 wrote:I care for those animals

But poor you.

Right poor me

desperate788 wrote:Right poor me

Enjoy your suffering.
Enjoy making other innocent beings suffer, as well.
You don't enjoy?
Poor you.
A tortured soul, you are.
Self-torture.
Cry. Cry. Cry. It's hell.
Hell is on Earth—for the animals.
But, poor you.

I probably enjoy my suffering subconsciously but there is nothing I can do for that I just don't want to suffer I want to enjoy life. Again in %99 of cases I don't enjoy other people suffer consciously. I'm a good person I give money who are in need at streets often ly. I'm indeed a tortured soul I torture myself I don't know how to stop most happening subconsciously

desperate788 wrote: I don't know how to stop

Use your will to place your attention at a place different than where it's been.

You've got a weak will, you say? Build it up. Again, there are resources online for just about anything you want to know or learn about.

You are just as human as the rest of us. You are no different. The only difference is where you place your Attention, the will to attend to certain thoughts. It begins in thought, always. Screw the habitual thinking, build that will.

(I'm speaking to myself here, as well. I've got certain habitual thinking I'll need to change around in order to achieve what it is that I think I want to achieve.)



Edit:
https://nypost.com/2015/06/17/is-diet-the-key-to-curing-autism/

I was made to believe that I can't be successful at achieving anything I want to achieve my mind is programmed. I can't understand how to build will and how that works to ease my suffering if I had will I would stop sugar craving and stuff but to be honest I don't believe any diet modifications would ease my suffering nutrition doesn't work.