Looking for these self-hypnosis

You could try searching here on Uncommon Knowledge. Look to the right, under "Hypnosis Resources", "Hypnosis Downloads Library".

I bought a few of those myself. One of them had a fascinating, rapid 'confusion' induction. I didn't know what that was. I was sitting thinking "What is he talking about? That sentence isn't even a proper sentence, it doesn't make sense. What on earth does he mean by...", and then suddenly realised "you're in trance, dear".