I can’t do this

I feel so numb. I don’t feel love for my partner or hate for anyone that deserves it, I keep pushing away my family and friends. I stay in bed all day because I feel like that’s all I’m good for. I don’t know what I’m doing anymore, I can go downstairs to get a blanket or something but end up laying on the floor there and just have no motivation to walk back upstairs. When I’m in school I don’t talk to anyone, I don’t go to class I go and hide out in the toilets. I get mad at people for no reason though and then they cut me off. I have told my mam, she took me to a counsellor who sat there on her computer the whole time so we went to go and see another one who asked my mam all the questions and not me. I feel like I’m not worth anything, no one loves me and there’s no hope for me anymore. I don’t know what to do anymore!!