Hello. My name is Cheyenne and I have been having panic attacks for the last couple of months. It feels like I am a zombie and I don't know how to handle life anymore. Like I don't have an emotions anymore and I am not myself. I don't know if that even makes sense. I don't have anyone to talk too about this because I feel like I am just going crazy and nothing will be able to help me.
I constantly over think things and at night everything looks scary to me. I don't realize when I am talking. Almost like I am another person. When I look into the mirror I know its me, yet I see someone totally different. And I constantly have to remind myself who I am and who my boyfriend is. My fear is im going to hurt myself or someone I love because I have no emotions. Its hard because I am so terrified to die yet I just want all of this to be over with. I am really scared and don't know what to do. Hoping I am not alone In this and there are others out there to help me through this and know I am not crazy. Please help.