by Itsmyfault » Thu Apr 28, 2005 5:37 am
Hi all. I was wondering around the internet trying to find information on anger management. This forum looked informative to me. Here's my situation. I have so much anger locked up, and I'm not sure why. I seem to blow every small problem out of proportion. I get so angry at everything. First I get mad at the situation, then I find a reason why it's my fault. I scream at myself, I beat my pillows, and then I sleep...and sleep...and sleep. I know I have a problem. I am 31 yrs old, and would love to start a family, however, I scare myself with my anger...How will a child react to it? My husband works out of state 5 days a week, so he doesn't really have to deal with me much. I have several animals (4 wrinkley shar peis, 2 cuddly ferrets, a big fluffy bunny, and a brattycatty who loves all the above), and find myself screaming at them for stuff I know they can't control. I'm sure it seems a little crazy that I'm worried about the treatment of my animals, but I don't know where to start with controlling my anger. Not to mention, the animals are all I seem to have right now. I'm not crazy, I just don't know how to begin this new journey. Any help is appreciated.