Dear journal,
I will fight the urge to let go of the one I love. She is everything to me, but I have to move on, because she doesn't want me. No matter how difficult it is, I am going to stay positive. There is no sense in wasting my emotion and love for someone who doesn't care. I will build the most amazing life for myself. Her and I had the best relationship, but it obviously wasn't meant to be and I have to be okay with that in order to move on successfully. I just can't comprehend why it hurts this much. I have done my research and it is not helping with my understanding. The only way I can move on is to let go. She is the one, and if she is meant to be mine, then she will be. I have to do everything in my power. It's been day 7 of no contact. I have made it this far. And I know I have to take it day by day. I know I can achieve anything if I set my mind to it. Because of my past experiences I have turned into the person I have always wanted to become, strong, not weak. And I will fight this with everything I have.
