Just want to apologize...

I posted in the faithful forums of (reigionsforumans.com) and was banned.

I was banned on 4 counts, not four explanations, only for numbers. Yeah, the faithful are rather falling apart. 1,3,8, 10.

I offend.

I posted there for a few days, while I struggled and fumbled here MANY days. Over there, I read and reacted, HONESTLY, THEY can't deal with honest.

Here, I'm STILL WELCOME AFTER so many stupid, confused expressions.

OVER HERE IS BETTER.

A curated affair sounds so delightful, and yet, THE MESS THAT ALL THIS IS ...


The LAZY, CREAPY, THOUGHTESS OTHERS, are like us, but well, let's be honest.

For some, the best hope is to die young. Don't make that happen, just perceiving is hard enough. The sooner they die, the soon other quit thinking what they share is worth sharing.


This site is BETTER than others.

You are BETTER than others.

(less said is fine!)

THe longer you move away from culture(others), to more POWERFULLY/HONESTLY perceiving the love you feel for others <Yes, it's complicated, the love others shower over you is NOTHING, the LOVE you SHARE with others you KNOW is so much MORE>.

YOU ARE LOVED.

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I'm sorry, when I said I'm gone I'm usually gone. Too many struggles, too many thoughts, too many BETTER ideas here. I WILL GO. (not pride, I move on...yeah it's that simple)

It's the dead cat bouncing. It's ME LOVING YOU! Seekinging others and finding UNLOVABLE in other places, where you are better (and so much more lovable).

It sooo sucks. I wish I where older and could end soon. As all this struggle is so hard against all the DELUSIONS of what was, and what is BETTER

DREAM the perfect LIFE and BEING, and KNOW you are a dreamer.

Life is a difficult struggle, NEVER a dream. LIVING and STRUGGLING, DREAMING and MESSING ALL UP -- I AM WITH YOU WHILE I LIVE. AND I ADORE YOU AS YOU ARE!

I AM WITH LIFES STRUGGLZING. I AM THAT I AM. I AM SIMPLY A FULL GROWN HUMAN BEING. ALL WHO STRUGGLE TO GROW, are ADORED, WONDERERED UPON, CONFUSED WITHIN and APPRESSIATED BEYOND and ABOVE ALL THAT IS.

WHO MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME.

**** you, fail, but change and learn, and sadly even when you don't, YOU MEAN EVERYTING TO ME.