I'm so anxious

Weekend is ending work day is getting closer I'm sad

No one can save me

I have to resign help

I can't work today too

See my response on your What to do waste time thread.

You have a dilemma: stay in work you despise, or get out.

A dilemma is two options, both of which are unpleasant. Yours is not a true dilemma, because you don't know the consequences of option 2. You think you know, but you don't.

1) Stay in that job you hate and continue suffering
2) Walk away from that job and ... ???

In the ??? lies adventure, from which you will emerge stronger, wiser and better off, or much worse off while remaining the foolish moaning git you've been for at least a decade.

Your choice.

I'm indeed a foolish moaning git but I don't want to go to this job I'm so fed up soon fed up its like a nightmare I should resign

I'm also going to my mother's tonight I just can't make the proper decisions she insisted I saI'd yes panic started I want to die

I can remember feeling like that about some of the jobs I did... but I never spent 10 years at any one of them. I resigned, or sometimes just left and never went back. There were some lean times I could have done without but hey, I'm still here.

Talk to your mother. She looks and sounds lovely. Tell her how bad things are for you, then do what she suggests.

My mother is strictly against my resignation she always say there aren't many jobs in turkey and it's very hard to find a job. It's obvious she will be very sorry if I resign but if some of the developments I anticipate happen at work I may be obliged to tell her I must resign I'm a depressed anxious moron and have nothing to do with a job my suffering is unbelievable I've lost the will to live everything seems in darkness I fear if my resignation won't be accepted such jerks I will just won't go then I damn the day I started this job any tactics to ease my mother's response

Things are so bad for me should I be sorry to have such a problematic job or having one of the worst mental disease in history or having a sister trying to make my situation worse I have to see her when I see my only real life emotional support my mother. Things are going so bad for me and I need help

I don't want to face panic attacks alone I don't want to be alone at all

desperate788 wrote:My mother is strictly against my resignation

Have you told her you keep wishing you were dead? It might make a difference.

I fear if my resignation won't be accepted such jerks I will just won't go then

Sure. What do you think they might do, come and drag you in?

If they don't accept my resignation I will have to not going to work according to law you are fired after ten days I'm just waiting comission and developments I may resign

Day is about to end..tomorrow work I don't want to live this way.

desperate788 wrote: I don't want to live this way.

Well, if you wanted to, you could do something about changing your circumstances.

What can these creatures do in their circumstances?
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