What do I do?

Man, this is such a bummer to hear. You are only 19. Embrace this time. It goes so fast. Quit thinking about the world and how others feel about you. Figure out what you want. You are not alone. Growing up is too hard, especially in this day in age. There's a lot of pressure on young people. But you know what, life is short. Your time will go fast. I watch both of my parents die and I felt so bad for my dad. All he did was work and he really never lived. Don't be scared about moving out! Find a roommate. Change is good but change is hard. Take a deep breath and know that you are doing the best you can in a hard world. Check out your options. See if there's a bulletin board at your school looking for roommates. Truly this should be some of the best fun of your life. Heck, save up a little of money and travel. Make some memories. And quit thinking so much. I feel like our own thoughts can lead to self destruction. Our thoughts can either lift us up or take us down. Heck, go for a run and sweat. Don't worry about the world. You will be okay.

Wondering how you are doing and hoping you are well? Have you given any thoughts to your next step? Just checking in and hope you give an updated post!