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Bucspasm thank you so much brother. i went to a local church 2nite and i am glad to report im feeling uplifted, i had an amazing moment where i felt close to our spiritual father i hope he can help me with these nightmares as they are really getting me down its as though these dreams are directing m...

I guess we are all a little fortunate that our heritage does not change our chemical makeup. Regarldless of your birth place, sex, color or parental DNA exchange...you have recently discovered a key fact. You are a human, brother. We have emotions that we can easily mask with our drugs of choice. I...

hi j its robert. ive not been on site for a few days now just got my streanth back to talk. if youve got time ive posted why in the thread about crying been really embaressed by it would love to hear your thoughts... stay strong and take care

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hi, ive not posted on the site for a good few days now for the simple reason i was very embaresed :oops: im on day ..... you no this i cant remember it will be 2 weeks on saturday my mind for some reason cant count the days just now, but not a j since then. on staurday just past ( 1 week exactly sin...

hi fresh start, big up for finding the streanth to share your story i no personally how hard the first steps are. also hi to j and everyone else ive not been on site for a few days, ive not relapsed but had a bit of an emotional crash im pretty down just now but tomorrow ive promised myself ill come...

good on you j, yo are showing true courage. im on day 7 now and i actually woke up this morning feeling good !! ive not had the suituation youve had where someone has offered me a spliff but when it does come around ( and it will ) i will remember what j said " no thanx im good" got to go ...

j i to felt like a lost soul for last few years but over the last few days it seems as though a cloud is begining to lift from over me i can see things that wee bit clearer the bad thoughts are a wee bit less. i think now i cant wait for 2morrow (waw icant beleive im actually saying that) for that c...

hi j just to let you know im hear if you need to let off some steam i know your yearing for a high, so am i but we can do this hang on in there you have an ear waiting to listen if you need me. im gona stay up another half hour or so and wait to see if your on the site.. i live in scotland you see i...

Ladymorningstar hello again first things first you dont have to appologise, i feel im the one who has to do the grovelling for forgiveness. for the last 5 days ive been weed free and doing everything in my power to stay positive. When i read your post, especially the bit where you called yourself a ...

j my story is so much like yours its scary. my aunty is really wanting me off the pc now so i must go, but i promise we will talk more

good for you mr friend ( hope its ok to call you that) im getting all the usal withdrawells as well, sleep and nightmares seem to be the hardest for me. im getting through it though and i will tell you one thing there is no way im doing this twice. ive made a deal with myself im gona remember every ...

:? Anyone out there???? Just wondering, I made an attempt to reach out yesterday for help and not one person answered my thread. Maybe I'm not supposed to get help when your time is up its up. I have never been on a message board such as this maybe I did something wrong. If the above sounds like I'...

J. hang on in there m8, i know how your feeling about thinking your a bad husband i to feel this with reguards to my partner and kids but that good person is living inside you thats what ive realised. Iv just not let robert live his life, ive let the weed live my life for me. The day will come when ...

meeshi25 thanx for your encouragement it REALLY means alot, I totaly agree with what you say about us weed addicts needing to ask for help. I found this the hardest thing to do. It was really embarassing for me to admit what i was up to, as my family always thought of me as the strong one. One thing...