Work on your relationship with you mother trust me, you will need it and you will need her in your future. I wasnt close enough to my mother and i was rude with her at times. My mother didnt get enough gratitude for what she did for her children. She passed away, and i think about her often and its ...
If you try one way of talking to your parents and it doesnt work you may need to involve more people and to try another method. Or perhaps come across more serious.
Do what Michael Jackson said, look at the man in the mirror and make that change. If you are determined for change, and focus on change, no one can stop you, not the devil not even God can.
This is naturally what negativity does, it puts a hold on people mentally, and over time it grows worse and worse. It leads to suicide in the end. Taking ones life is never the way out. Its better to talk to someone and get things off your chest and be focused on persisting against the problem.
Sounds like an interesting movie, i do not usually watch old films. The only film that kept me awake was the good the bad and the ugly. The western film. Classic.
Because that happens to us and we are naturally in-tuned to evil. This is why babies lie, and they take things without asking, etc. Good morals and personality grows over time.