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I am 19 years old

I have kind of lost it sometimes ........... Example 1 : I have beaten the hell out of my father and after I finished beating him I broke a glass and wanted to stab him to death . The reason was the following : I was in the middle of my movie ( imagining stage ) and he started shouting at me and the...

So I have a constant urge to punch and hurt people . Example : I talk with a person and while they are speaking I look them straight in the eyes and start imagining bad things I would do to them , it's like watching a movie and the urge to do the imagined things get stronger and stronger almost unre...

Hello people , today I want to share my story with you and try to find a way to get my life back together. I am having problems with alcohol and gambling. The only fun thing in my life is getting drunk . Whenever I drink I drink way too much ( most times a bottle of vodka, gin and a few liters of be...