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People almost never start doing awful things to themselves without having a reason. People who are truly tired of living, die. It's people who find living to be unbearably difficult who behave as you are. And if your life is or has become unbearably difficult, there's a reason for it. Your self-des...

TheCloud wrote:

Harlow wrote:I just got tired of life in general I suppose.And now i'm obsessed with ending up in a hospital bed.

Is there anyone to whom you are trying to send a message with your behavior?

Nobody.

TheCloud wrote:What happened to you that you've been pushed so far over the edge?

I just got tired of life in general I suppose.And now i'm obsessed with ending up in a hospital bed.

Well over the last few months I developed a very unhealthy obsession with my weight even though I was always known as the skinny girl I was 115 pounds and my height was 5'7 and I still hated it. So I began starving myself and managed to drop 10 pounds at a very very high cost which was of course my ...

I thought that I promised my mother I'd stop cutting because I knew I needed to get "better" but now i'm not so sure what better is. It was that one promise alone that kept me from self-harming, and I honestly thought I could do this. But I missed it SO much, not the pain but the represent...

Oh my God I swear on everything if someone would have told me it were this bad I wouldn't have made a dumb*** promise to not cut anymore.And I didn't just promise anybody.I promised my mom, my doe eyed crying mother.As her offspring just watching her eyes get glassy hurts like ALOT so my dumb self p...

Roady wrote:I hope you will respond on my reaction in your other topic.

Yeah,sorry for the late response.Thanks for taking time to speak with me

Well i've always been hard on myself I suppose. And was there a good reason to be hard on yourself? Do you think you are born that way? Or did you learn to be hard to yourself during your growing up? You must have had a good reason for it. Same with depression. Do you believe you were born depresse...

Man, you're probably right. But picking a post of mine apart when I'm borderline makes me want to slit my wrists. Whatever you are saying, it's not helping me and I don't care if your theory is correct. This isn't theory. These are f***ed up people emotionally who are usually sensitive enough that ...

When I was younger I thought cutting, and suicide was stupid and that it was something that I would never do. And now, I find more and more cuts on my arms each day. They spread like a virus and I want to stop but it has become my crutch. I tryed distracting myself with excercise,meditation,even str...

Well I thought it would be common sense to instead be concerned for me That is what you expect. You want others in life to be concerned about you. The way you try to get their attention is by acting out and you think it common sense that the more outrageous, the more attention you should get. Okay,...

Where does that hate coming from? Who has given that to you?[/quote] Well i've always been hard on myself I suppose.I can't really pinpoint where it's coming from exactly there's so many things that could be the cause. But I guess if we're talking about who then I would probably say just the people...

Richard@DecisionSkills wrote:

Harlow wrote:"Stop cutting yourself" they say.

What are they suppose to say?

Well I thought it would be common sense to instead be concerned for me and to say something along the lines of "What makes you do this" or "Are you ok"? instead of being angry at me for it I guess.

Its been all to much lately. "Stop cutting yourself" they say as if such an addiction is that easy to drop and disregard. As if being happy is THAT EASY to freaking be. Then if I tell them their words hurt me, I somehow hurt them. (And by "Them" I mean family and friend). I'm not...

Well I absolutely want to kill myself, one day I decided I'd do it if cutting didn't help, so I began doing just that. So now I cut whenever i'm met with a situation i'm not emotionally fit for which is all the time. Because I don't confront my problems I often get angry at myself and believe it is ...