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Thank you for taking the time to try and help me and provide support to me. My 'lust' for the action of killing is under raps. I work at a butcher. I, understandable, get odd looks from people when they see a women stabbing an animal, but it's what keeps me from doing something I will regret. Althou...

Dear Nyx, There are a few facts that would be important in evaluating your situation. First, how old are you? I would guess that you fall short of being middle aged, but if we all knew exactly how old you are, then it would help us to place your situation better in its mental development context. N...

I'm reading The Astonishing Life of Octavian Nothing Volume 1 by, M. T. Anderson. The main character Octavian tells about his life a a black slave in the 1700's.

Focus on something else. Go out and meet new people or find hobbies you like. Do something to get your mind off it. It's a fact that exercise can release endorphin's into your brain (the happy chemical) so you could try going for a run or doing a workout to boost your self-esteem.

Focus on something else. Go out and meet new people or find hobbies you like. Do something to get your mind off it. It's a fact that exercise can release endorphin's into your brain (the happy chemical) so you could try going for a run or doing a workout to boost your self-esteem.

I do not care about what happens to anyone other then myself. I don't even care about my family and close friends. I can act like I care easy but, I really just want people to go away or die. I recently had my best friend die and I have no feeling of grief or blame when I think about it. I haven't w...

I want to kill someone, anyone. I don't know when the urge started, its just always been there. I look at someone and I see different ways I could kill them. I'm making this post because I the urges are getting more intense. I have dreams about killing people and I enjoy them. I don't think that is ...