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Re: Quitting after 20 years

My brain does the substance dance too. I alternate between alcohol, pain killers, coffee, and sugar as my drugs of choice. I haven't touched pain killers in years and don't plan to ever go back, I've had maybe five drinks and ten cups of coffee in the past year. I can't totally cut out sugar but I h...
by Panicstate
Mon Feb 28, 2022 4:15 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: Quitting after 20 years
Replies: 10
Views: 2302

Re: 13 Month Breakdown

Yep, if you go back to my own story post, I wrote about how I was having another bad wave at month 13. Same thing as you. Was feeling relatively normal for a couple months then BAM. I always try to attribute it to outside factors when it happens, like drinking coffee or trying keto, but I think I ju...
by Panicstate
Wed Feb 23, 2022 7:49 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: 13 Month Breakdown
Replies: 3
Views: 611

Re: 13 Months in, what a ride.

@iHatePaws94 - Thank you for your experience. Yes! It's crazy. For about two months I was feeling relatively normal, then BAM it's been 3-4 weeks of a killer wave. There were even a couple days I felt I was on the verge of a panic attack again and I haven't had one since my acute withdrawal phase. I...
by Panicstate
Wed Feb 16, 2022 5:48 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: 13 Months in, what a ride.
Replies: 12
Views: 1693

Re: I hate weed for what it's done to me.

Yep, can relate to everything you are going to to a T. How far along are you? In my first two weeks I went to the ER four times, fully convinced I was dying. Only thing they found was that I had a fast heart rate, some swollen lymph nodes, and I was somehow in ketosis, which would explain why I was ...
by Panicstate
Tue Feb 08, 2022 3:58 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: I hate weed for what it's done to me.
Replies: 1
Views: 427

Re: 13 Months in, what a ride.

@gregor7782 - The beginning of your third year sober? What happened, if you don't mind sharing. I thought PAWS usually goes away around year two.
by Panicstate
Tue Feb 08, 2022 2:35 am
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: 13 Months in, what a ride.
Replies: 12
Views: 1693

Re: 13 Months in, what a ride.

Hey guys. Thanks so much for the support. Sorry for some of my spelling errors and run on paragraphs. I'm not the best communicator lol. Just an update. As I said when I first posted, I thought I was on the tail end of another wave. I made the bright idea of trying keto to see if it would ease sympt...
by Panicstate
Mon Feb 07, 2022 4:08 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: 13 Months in, what a ride.
Replies: 12
Views: 1693

13 Months in, what a ride.

Hi guys. I've been lurking here since the day I quit. I thought it would finally be time to post my story since the internet seems to be sorely lacking in long term PAWS experiences. I also feel my situation is a little more out of the ordinary from an already out of the ordinary experience, that it...
by Panicstate
Thu Feb 03, 2022 2:48 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: 13 Months in, what a ride.
Replies: 12
Views: 1693

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