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Since , she's needed continual attention from home to hospital to now a rehab center that is equipped with medical necessities as well. The rehab center staff won't sit with her 24/7 as she seems to need someone there. So we've ordered up a psychiatrist to help her.

You have to be elderly to get in.

She's the one in rehab. Had a fall, a stroke, deficiencies and more to recover from if ever possible.

Well I had a mini heart attack yesterday, or what I thought was one, but it turned out only to be heart valve inflammation. And for a moment it seemed something inside felt like keeping alive. The facility is the rehab center. I guess I know they couldn't assist me anyways considering I'm not in the...

Though it is interesting noticing how from the outside, nobody in this facility can really tell that anything is wrong with me mentally

Like someone will say here, lift this awfully heavy thing please, and though I know I have various problems with that physically, I'll recognize that if I don't do it, they'll end up doing it, so I just go and do it.

I'm unhappy being miserable..I think. And in a sick sort of way, cheerful for the fact that I'm closer to passing away. Mentally, I could not put up with adhering to the occasional fleeting selfish thoughts of self preservation, so rather, I see death as the ultimate relief from my own inner mind. I...

My grandmother does :D Course she's not everyone...Apparently in 4hrs I'll get to sleep for 5hrs. This has been the main thing here I've used. http://www.chemicalevolution.com/shop/210-large_default/military-energy-gum.jpg If I ever get on my own, I may check myself into one, or see some sort of psy...

Well, God can take your anger away. Hating yourself because you hate yourself for being so dislikable to yourself is likely the problem. If you actually have some sort of control over your life and your mind allows it, try targeting the things you dislike, and decide to like those things or change t...

I'll ask him...gotta keep a straight face and not break down in this chair though. So I guess I'll try to go blank in my mind while doing so. Gained 5lbs in two weeks, didn't think that'd happen, but it sure didn't surprise me any. Caffeine and slamming your system with fuel from food is the only tw...

Rage is no stranger, but I'd consider that it stems from upbringing and a rotten past. It may not help the underlying upset you feel, but for me at least, being a Christian worked the rage right out of me. You may find a steep drop in your energy if you've been using rage to empower yourself. I know...

Since I'm unable to properly recognize different emotions, after my family and friends die, and I find no further usefulness in my existence, I'll be more able to harness my misery for a quicker end. Only 200mg of caffeine so far today..still has got me a bit jittery today. And sickly of course 3rd ...

Just a slave of my own mind. I could be like my brother...flip it all off, do my own thing, help only when greatly coerced and persuaded...but then I'd definitely feel like a jerk.

If I felt that I could bring in the same amount of money (over 90k a year) to sustain everyone as she does, I would gladly relieve her of working. But then she'd be in my place, and not see much of her younger children (my little sisters) So I sorta became like frodo, and while everyone was arguing ...

I get to come home and rest maybe once a day for 4hrs on average if I could even rest. (Got jitters from the caffeine), than I'm back here.