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It was like the floodgates opened - the first 2-3 weeks were mental - proper madness - I mean I cried on weed - but this was different. I understand now what "raw emotion" means - my head was getting grated... I'd be laid awake all wide eyed at 3am and then I'd have toget up to ball my eye...

Hiya all - just checkin in - still off the weed - 39 days!!! - haven;t been here for a few days cos I've been busy with my music :0) yes anyone who like me thought you can't be creative without being stoned - think again!!! I've never been so productive - feeling stronger and stronger - which is goo...

Firstly I thought I should say a proper hello, as I've been reading this thread for a while now - mainly cos of Flower - but also because you lot speak to me so much - so I hope you don't mind me crashing in... I'm sorry to hear about your recent smash - the most important thing is no-one was hurt b...

... you never stop amazing me Flower - always there with strength and love and above all knowledge!!! Over 2 years!!!! I hope I don't put pressure on you by saying how much that inspires me - I see the road ahead and that it is possible to be clean long term AND happy!! I've been checkin in everyday...

You've got the right frame of mind - and that's everything!! Everyone has their own sh!t within their own addiction - but alot of the madness is common to us all :wink: - I am 25 days clean - a personal record - and it really helped me to start seeing weed as the enemy - as the cause of all the madn...

How you doing mate? Thank you for your post - it made me think about things.. Yeah life can be boring when you stop smoking - because you no longer do all your living in your head ...:wink: Be honest - you could probably watch paint drying when you're high and find it a fulfilling life experience :w...

Day one is the hardest - there's tricky days all the time ( and good days too!) - but once you get that under your belt - it's the beginning of the way out! I am on day 20 of no weed after smoking nearly everyday for over 10 years - I doubt I would have notched up day 2 had I not just let the madnes...

....you have a great way of looking at things - and an even nicer way of putting 'em!

Cheers!

..I read somewhere 80% of communication is body language - so no wonder it's easy to read people wrong online if you can't see them - doesn't excuse my behaviour - which is no reflection on you!! You're spot on and I respect anyone who speaks their mind -I would rather we had blow ups like this and ...

Me too phoenix! Reading back I think I had my first online fit! :cry: :oops: I'm so sorry I know you mean well mate and nothing bad! I am so hyper sensitive at the moment!!! Slighest thing and BANG! Forgive me? Anyway, that's the past....How you doing today? Thought it was great that you didn't laps...

OUch! Yes that would hurt anyone who doesn't have a swinging brick for a heart. Glad you came here to vent it mate. Don't be so hard on yourself! Bands can be strange and unkind places. I've had my head done in - and my heart broken from bands gone sour - it's a weird fact that when it goes like tha...

.....I didn't find your post very encouraging Phoenix. If I was paranoid that last statement would have done my head in mate!!! :wink: Being in Holland there is no sh** hash and a much higher likelihood of someone just dropping their gear - cos it's so readily available. I'm sure you didn't mean to ...

Never in all my chonging life did the god of pot "bless" me with such a finding!!! Times when i was skint and desperate - Oh no. But Today - 18 days into weedless - I opened my door and slap bang in front of me was a bag with a broken fag - a skin and a big block of hash in it!!! - even pa...

Hi Phoenix!! You HAVE still done amazing mate - and for what it's worth - the exact same happened to me when I tried the "purist" method - remember you got three chemicals out to trip you up!!! seriously out numbered - and given your drug history ( mines similiar - but longer cos I'm older...

I can't believe how much my life has changed in 2weeks. :arrow: I have stopped smoking weed - fell out of love with it - kicked it out my home and declared it my enemy! :arrow:I have lost most of my "friends" :arrow: I realised most of my "friends" - were just company to get high...