Can you share your approach on how you're working on your lashing out and also what exactly you think is the cause in order to give an appropriate recommendation.
Get busy understanding your true self and how to raise your self esteem. Doing this would increase your self worth and take away your insecurity. You are setting up yourself for a perpetual stressful relationship if you continue that way because no man will find it easy staying with a girl with such...
No man knows the things of man except the spirit of the man. The true change can only happen when you understand this. Change is tough and everyone should be undergoing it to bring out the best in us. Your emotional strength needs to be built up and this will require that you do a renewing of your m...
You need to deal with your anxiety. I would advise you do some mind renewal. Get some literature on Panic attack and anxiety. This will help greatly not just for your present situation.
The best you can do for yourself is to grow, get a job and move out. You would wound up with more depression with the way the relationship is heading. The fact is, no amount of your change talks would make him take action except he has the strong convictions himself (which may never come) and not ju...