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It won't look stupid at all for a 19 year old to cry in front of someone I'm 18 & i've had temper tantrums based upon my depression in front of people, along with heavy panic attacks & uncontrolable crying. People understand that this is what depression does to you, especially the profession...
by starryskies
Tue Sep 30, 2008 6:17 pm
 
Forum: Depression
Topic: Life is stupid...light at the end of tunnel? Doubt it.
Replies: 8
Views: 2128

Tom i got your PM but it still wont let me reply, will reply asap so dont think i'm ignoring you :wink: Today was another low day, not as low as yesterday though, i thought my best friend was mad at me so i had to ask him, he looked so shocked when i asked him his face was like :| Then he asked if e...
by starryskies
Tue Sep 30, 2008 6:13 pm
 
Forum: Depression
Topic: Don't know where to turn...
Replies: 28
Views: 14852

Thats great advice :D

I'm hoping i wake up tomorrow on a good day, each day is different i either wake up low or hyperactive, it's like the gods decide during my sleep :roll:
Either way i need to have a chat with my best friend so he can understand whats happening to me
by starryskies
Mon Sep 29, 2008 10:18 pm
 
Forum: Depression
Topic: Don't know where to turn...
Replies: 28
Views: 14852

I do love driving, i'd love to be able to just get away, i keep saying i'll build up the courage to take my test but it's never happened :roll: I have faced so many of my fears, but unfortunatly i've got so many i've not had time to face them all. I made myself go to the interview for my job to face...
by starryskies
Mon Sep 29, 2008 10:02 pm
 
Forum: Depression
Topic: Don't know where to turn...
Replies: 28
Views: 14852

She didnt really diagnose me, she just wanted to find the root of my problems, which meant going through the painful reasons behind my feelings, this is when i decided she disliked me as she was trying to deliberatly hurt me by making me recall these problems & i refused to go any longer, though...
by starryskies
Mon Sep 29, 2008 9:46 pm
 
Forum: Depression
Topic: Don't know where to turn...
Replies: 28
Views: 14852

Hi Lee, Welcome to the forum I know what you're going through, most of it i'm battling myself, just not as severe. I don't want you to feel that this is how it has to be, things can and will change, have you seen someone professional about your feelings? I'm probably a bit of a hypocrite to tell you...
by starryskies
Mon Sep 29, 2008 9:39 pm
 
Forum: Depression
Topic: Life is stupid...light at the end of tunnel? Doubt it.
Replies: 8
Views: 2128

I'm in training at the moment to become management :) All my co-workers find me insane, especially since my moods can be so up & down, i can be so low i cant function or overly hyperactive, it changes loads, i dont think they know where they stand with me. Plus i talk to myself, so much is going...
by starryskies
Mon Sep 29, 2008 9:29 pm
 
Forum: Depression
Topic: Don't know where to turn...
Replies: 28
Views: 14852

I understand, sometimes i do stuff just to relieve the feeling of depression even though i know it has no help & if anyone knew they'd just think i was a mentalist. Luckily its nothing like eating staples, more like tying knots in elastic bands over and over again, then cutting them into tiny pi...
by starryskies
Mon Sep 29, 2008 9:15 pm
 
Forum: Depression
Topic: Don't know where to turn...
Replies: 28
Views: 14852

oh well, only a couple of posts away :lol: I'm sorry to hear about you feeling down, but do you feel that eating the staples really help in any way to your problem? I think everyone who feels this way feels the cause is unimportant, i know i do, like it shouldnt even matter but it does matter to you...
by starryskies
Mon Sep 29, 2008 9:00 pm
 
Forum: Depression
Topic: Don't know where to turn...
Replies: 28
Views: 14852

A girl i know tried to convince me to go to pole dancing lessons with her to have something to do & to improve my confidence, i politely declined :lol: I'll have to start thinking about what i can aim for, thanks for the advice! Course you can PM me, you've listened to me i'll be more than happy...
by starryskies
Mon Sep 29, 2008 8:46 pm
 
Forum: Depression
Topic: Don't know where to turn...
Replies: 28
Views: 14852

I'm working, i've got a lot to aim for as i should be getting promoted in a few weeks. I was planning on uni but feared i would never fit in nor make any friends that i decided not to go.

I'm sorry to hear of your rough time, if you wish to chat about it i'm here :)
by starryskies
Mon Sep 29, 2008 8:34 pm
 
Forum: Depression
Topic: Don't know where to turn...
Replies: 28
Views: 14852

Today was a low day for me, i found it an effort to even move today, so i just lay in bed for 6 hours dwelling on my own thoughts, i just feel so lost. My mum made me get up in the end & made me face the supermarket to "cheer me up", however i spent the whole time in my own world tryin...
by starryskies
Mon Sep 29, 2008 8:24 pm
 
Forum: Depression
Topic: Don't know where to turn...
Replies: 28
Views: 14852

Shy as i'm hiding in my bedroom while we have visitors :oops:
by starryskies
Mon Sep 29, 2008 11:14 am
 
Forum: Light Lounge
Topic: I feel.....
Replies: 3818
Views: 365534

Thanks again for your replies :) I think i'll look into going to my GP more in depth now i've heard its helped you, i've always been so skeptical after seeing my psychologist. As far as i'm aware depression doesnt run in the family, though 1 family member has been on anti-depressants, but i dont kno...
by starryskies
Mon Sep 29, 2008 11:00 am
 
Forum: Depression
Topic: Don't know where to turn...
Replies: 28
Views: 14852

Rock band & guitar hero's have to be my all time fave games!

I'm abit of a games geek since i work in a computer games shop :P
by starryskies
Sun Sep 28, 2008 10:14 pm
 
Forum: Light Lounge
Topic: No other computer games compare now...
Replies: 26
Views: 4890
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