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hey, i have just woken from a 19 hour sleep and i feel like sh**. so i know that feeling. was there something that triggered these feelings? what did you want to do when you were younger? I think you need some changes in your life. Music means so much to me too. Maybe you need to go do some travelli...
by phoenix11
Tue May 27, 2008 8:15 am
 
Forum: Depression
Topic: What is the point of moving forward, towards no end?
Replies: 2
Views: 1776

You wont feel like this forever sweetheart i promise. This is a phase of your life that will pass. You will discover new music that will help you. Live in the moment and accept yourself fully. Forget those losers that put you down, they only do it to make themselves feel better because they feel lik...
by phoenix11
Tue May 27, 2008 8:07 am
 
Forum: Depression
Topic: why is this world so lonely
Replies: 5
Views: 3131

Best friend died, not sure how to go on without him

Hi, my beloved friend died a few weeks ago, and I just dont know how to live without him. He always helped me when i was feeling down and vise versa. I feel so lost and alone without him. I have acted strong around his friends and family and i even sang at his funeral (that was my biggest fear). At ...
by phoenix11
Tue May 27, 2008 7:57 am
 
Forum: Depression
Topic: Best friend died, not sure how to go on without him
Replies: 2
Views: 2150

Hi guys i hang my head in shame... i went 5 whole days without smoking weed or nicotine or drinking alcohol, then last night at the end of my shift i came home and did all three, then ate loads of chocolate... this morning i feel like sh***... :( really ashamed of myself, as i was doing so well and ...
by phoenix11
Fri Feb 22, 2008 10:27 am
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: Im back...
Replies: 7
Views: 3670

Thanks guys for your positive feedback. I have been reading this book - Chris Sullivan's Simple Effective Way to Control Cannabis: The Revolutionary Book That Makes Controlling Cannabis Easy and Enjoyable - No Willpower Required! (Paperback). Its very much like Alan Carrs approach where you use your...
by phoenix11
Sun Feb 17, 2008 10:52 am
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: Im back...
Replies: 7
Views: 3670

Im back...

Hello everyone, for those who don't know me, i have been struggling with an abusive relationship with weed for a long old time now. Its been a while since i've been on this forum and that is because i slipped back into the stoned haze. And i have reached the point of utter discontent. Today i am goi...
by phoenix11
Fri Feb 15, 2008 4:25 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: Im back...
Replies: 7
Views: 3670

this ones better...

Bush Lawyer Flower Essence Rubus cissoides Definition: To heal marijuana dependency. Breaks the energy of marijuana dependence, even when motivation to change is low. Given in a mixture with other essences to address the underlying causes of the addictive behaviour. Also for people who disassociate ...
by phoenix11
Sun Jul 15, 2007 2:51 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: Flower essence
Replies: 1
Views: 1060

Flower essence

I don't know whether flower essence helps much as i haven't really given it a go but I found this interesting and thought i should share it... Pink Manuka Flower Essence Leptospermum scoperium Definition: To help the integration and opening of the thymus chakra. NOTE: for people with addictions, tha...
by phoenix11
Sun Jul 15, 2007 2:46 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: Flower essence
Replies: 1
Views: 1060

Hi, no didn't suck thumb, was beaten and nearly killed by parents was in hospital a few times from age of 8 with malnutrition never felt i had anyone i was a worthless piece if sh**. self harmed and was annorexic very young. smoked weed at 11 yrs old and i feel it has helped me up until now. never ...
by phoenix11
Sat Jul 14, 2007 6:28 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: Calling all smokers and ex smokers...
Replies: 6
Views: 1954

Since i was born i sucked my fourth and little finger on my right hand, but used to have my palm facing outwards, if you know what i mean - bit weird really and i did this till i was about 7 or 8. I dont know why i stopped but i then remember my comfort eating started. Around this time my parents we...
by phoenix11
Sat Jul 14, 2007 6:18 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: Calling all smokers and ex smokers...
Replies: 6
Views: 1954

i have been umming and erring for ages too, too long infact. I think if you give it a trial period then you can see if it benefits you to be clear headed. I think its always a good thing to rely on yourself to relax and to start to depend on something to change your mood can get difficult when you r...
by phoenix11
Sat Jul 14, 2007 1:55 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: to quit or not to quit
Replies: 5
Views: 1255

Calling all smokers and ex smokers...

Could i be so bold as to ask a few question about your life as a child. I want to see if i can find a link between life as a child and people who are more likely to become addicted to something. Did you ever suck your thumb or fingers as a child? Did you have a comfort blanket or toy? Did you experi...
by phoenix11
Sat Jul 14, 2007 8:53 am
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: Calling all smokers and ex smokers...
Replies: 6
Views: 1954

Thanx Aggie D, your my rock right now. I need to pick a day... im ill at the mo and i can taste the horrid taste of ashtray more so than ever and my lungs and sinuses are suffering noticeably. The funny thing is the addict in me said 'dont quit now, why put the extra strain on your body while your i...
by phoenix11
Thu Jul 12, 2007 6:09 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: what am i so scared of?
Replies: 17
Views: 4562

ok so i slipped up last night. I got through the 8 oclock craving and then by the time it was 9, i just rolled up a spliff and smoked it... arrgghh almost unconsiously... Hey skin up, i know how you feel about the ex boyfriend thing, but you seriously deserve better. My ex is a complete bastard and ...
by phoenix11
Thu Jul 12, 2007 8:48 am
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: what am i so scared of?
Replies: 17
Views: 4562

hey this is a really good post you got going here...
really insightful and so true!!!
by phoenix11
Wed Jul 11, 2007 7:05 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: Relapse-Your Checklist
Replies: 16
Views: 9206
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