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Re: 12 Months.... What a disappointment

So what did you guys think would happen? That you could be high around the clock for a year, a decade or four, quit like it was nothing and live happily ever after? And do you think its your birthgiven right to be a difficult victim to everyone around you, in your 1. world rich safe country now that...
by Bagobones
Wed Dec 05, 2018 11:32 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: 12 Months.... What a disappointment
Replies: 12
Views: 4607

Re: The power of small daily habits

I practise that and its really powerfull.. I have not read this particular book, but the message is all over the place. Reddit has its nozerodays and other subreddits for example. Its many youtube videos about it. When I quit, I was struck hard by brainfog. I felt stupid, like my IQ had dropped hard...
by Bagobones
Wed Dec 05, 2018 3:00 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: The power of small daily habits
Replies: 2
Views: 1561

Re: Post weed addiction symptoms

This guy had quite the journey back to sobriety.. He stopped and started again, with a pretty bad resault. Maybe you can relate...

I hereby present to you Tokes intense journey to hell and back over several continents! Interesting story indeed:

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by Bagobones
Wed Nov 28, 2018 3:03 am
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: Post weed addiction symptoms
Replies: 10
Views: 3169

Re: CBD for THC Withdrawal / PAWS

OMG, we are in the same page, this jan I will be 2 years free of weed, this has been such a horrible time, I still have some good days , but as you said sometimes recuring thoughts of mostly dead in my case, I'm not suicidal yet! I guess??, I was in Zolof for like 14 month in very low dose, but I d...
by Bagobones
Sat Nov 24, 2018 5:35 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: CBD for THC Withdrawal / PAWS
Replies: 28
Views: 25857

Re: 11 week weed free - sleep and tinnitus thread!

I still have tinnitus but it doesn't bother me a lick! I almost never hear it. The volume has been exactly the same, but has become a new normal. As of today I am officially 2 years clean of weed! Yay! I did it and it was hard, but I'm so happy I did. I originally quit because my wife's uncle died ...
by Bagobones
Thu Nov 22, 2018 11:43 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: 11 week weed free - sleep and tinnitus thread!
Replies: 17
Views: 10815

Re: 12 weeks clean today

Thanks for replying - I will keep up the posts with how the journey progresses. I can only wonder with the increased cannabis use across the world as it becomes more widely accepted how many more people will start to feel a similar way. Sadly I never really believed that weed would have a negative ...
by Bagobones
Thu Nov 22, 2018 11:29 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: 12 weeks clean today
Replies: 27
Views: 19391

Re: 12 weeks clean today

[quote="lefttheleaf"]But sadly i havent been able to keep myself from Googling things and i have now developed an incredibly potent anxious feeling and worry about having cause myself long term mental harm and/or having triggered something in my brain that has allowed a repression of schiz...
by Bagobones
Thu Nov 15, 2018 5:01 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: 12 weeks clean today
Replies: 27
Views: 19391

Re: Am I lying to myself..?

Hello everyone! Uhmmm i don't know how to express myself in this situation. It may be a little off topic, but still related to paws. I am having some really long talks with my bf about change, anger, acceptance and i don't know how to identify my feelings, or better yet if what i'm really doing is ...
by Bagobones
Wed Nov 14, 2018 10:00 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: Am I lying to myself..?
Replies: 6
Views: 1910

Re: Benefits of being off weed

Shedding my shell (like a lobster) A guest presenter at school the other day described how a lobster will shed its shell several times per year (fact check: turns out that adult lobsters shed every year or two). Regardless, the message behind the metaphor was that whenever the discomfort of the cur...
by Bagobones
Wed Oct 24, 2018 1:20 am
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: Benefits of being off weed
Replies: 2685
Views: 1229106

Re: CBD oil & addiction

Wise replies. It will be a tremendous amount of time and effort to reduce the stress at work. I suppose I was naively hoping there might be a “quick fix” that would help my sleep, leading to a virtuous cycle of being more rested which would then improve my workdays (and my patience level) and leave...
by Bagobones
Mon Oct 15, 2018 3:28 am
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: CBD oil & addiction
Replies: 9
Views: 2745

Re: Urge surfing.. (Mindfulness meditation)

Thanks a lot for the post, just in time, it really helps. I've just came across "urge surfing" in justin brewer's book "the craving mind: From Cigarettes to Smartphones to Love". One thing in "urge surging" that helps me a lot you didn't mention, is to keep aware of wh...
by Bagobones
Fri Oct 12, 2018 12:18 am
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: Urge surfing.. (Mindfulness meditation)
Replies: 12
Views: 4991

Re: Urge surfing.. (Mindfulness meditation)

Interesting find by University of Western Ontario of reversing damage done by THC.. I am not really into this addiction anymore, and I relate less and less to the struggle you guys and gals are going through, its kind of put waaaaaaaay behind me.. But for you struggling with bad longterm PAWS, maybe...
by Bagobones
Thu Oct 11, 2018 11:08 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: Urge surfing.. (Mindfulness meditation)
Replies: 12
Views: 4991

Re: I did a stupid thing. A little insight woud be nice

Hey guys! I did a stupid stupid thing. I am mortified, but here it goes. Sunday i smoked a bit of meth. I didn't abused it, it was a small amount like 0.05. Just a few tiny litle crystals...i was just curious to see how it feels. And now i'm paying for it. It was great, i can't lie about that, but ...
by Bagobones
Tue Oct 02, 2018 9:18 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: I did a stupid thing. A little insight woud be nice
Replies: 17
Views: 4615

Re: My quit Journal

Aaaaw, love you too brother!
by Bagobones
Mon Oct 01, 2018 8:04 pm
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: My quit Journal
Replies: 106
Views: 40163

Re: Long Term Healing

Perhaps those who have been here awhile like bagobones or cleanofgreen might know of something to the contrary, but I believe the fact that I have never encountered such a post anywhere is a testament that we do, indeed heal. Granted, others like bagobones, cleanofgreen, and the host of other testi...
by Bagobones
Mon Oct 01, 2018 8:46 am
 
Forum: Addictions
Topic: Long Term Healing
Replies: 5
Views: 2126
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