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no threats of suicide, she's much to practical to do something like that. definitely mood swings, very nasty to be around in general, swearing, outbursts or yelling, crying, screaming, very needy, but never able to RECEIVE what she needs. for example, she has said many times that what she needs in o...

PsyChris and Desert Fox, thanks for your reply's. I'll answer your questions, roughly in order of asking: I took the news of her (latest) affair very BADLY indeed. She had one other previously and I was certainly not over it but the last one was particularly messy and it has hurt both family's an am...

I think I'm hypomanic. I'm constantly full of energy. I run, kickbox, swim, run more... but even when my body is exhausted my mind is still charging ahead... I've been like this for three years, ever since I found out that my wife had an affair... I'm still with her but our 'relationship' is non-exi...

I've been reading the posts and I realized that the thing that is making me feel so bad is that I've been with my wife for 9 years now and in that whole time we have continued through the same cycles and I just totally DESPAIR that anything will ever change. The other day I told her we NEED to get p...

Hi all thanks so much for your replies! It's really good to hear that people care about what I'm going through... Ok well I'm still really thinking about this other women quite alot but at least I have come to terms with the fact that what I'm doing is just plain stupid. Theres no way she could poss...

Hi, I've posted once before about my marriage, you can look it up if you want. Suffice it to say that it is NOT HAPPY and never has been. I got married at 18 and have been committed to my wife for 10 years (ninth anniversary in a week) however she has had 2 affairs that I know of and is a VERY diffi...

Hi everyone, especially Bucspam, FlowerChild and RiseAbove It's been a long time since I posted here, a little update: I was totally clean for well over a month, longest EVER. I backslid some and began to smoke a bit here and there for a couple of months, then I hit it pretty hard again due to the c...

Hi Lily, Sorry I havent been quick to reply, I am stupidly busy. I'm really interested to hear more about you and your life, perhaps you should private message me if you dont want others to read it. I think that being insecure as you've said above is the biggest key to controlling your eating. Havin...

33 days clean for me today! I just wanted to say that I tried to quit cold turkey and it made me feel AWFUL. I went a week without, then I smoked for a couple of days. Then another week without, then a week on it. then a few days of both, then ANOTHER week off. finally after another 2 weeks of smoki...

Lily, Eating disorders are about control, about gaining control in your life. I higly reccomend that you look for material about anorexia on the web, there is plenty of it. My sister in law became anorexic due to lots of changes happening in her family life, and she basically became a walking skelet...

YEAH BUDDY! 4 weeks off the pot for me today!!! Every day is a new WORLD RECORD! (ok personal world record) But seriously, 4 WEEKS man. I have lost the really bad part of withdrawl, I dont feel like rubbish every morning, and in fact I feel pretty good all day. I went through a period of just feelin...

Yeah, I do plan to stay reading and posting on this site, it's been so awesome. I can hardly express how much it has helped. Knowing there are others going through the same thing is so comforting, having your responses is so encouraging. One of the best things is to able to look back ata all my post...

Just wanted to say: Two Weeks. 14 consecutive days. TWO WEEKS. This is a massive victory for me. Two weeks of the pot is totally unprecidented for me, I've NEVER gone close to this long EVER before. YEAH BUDDY! I'm happy that I have made it, but really I dont feel that good. It seems that every day ...

Hi, I've been off the weed for 13 days today!! YAY! Two weeks tomorrow! That is an awesome achievement for me, I could never have done it before. The thing is, that I dont really seem to be having any benefits yet at all. My dreams have come back stronger, but I still dreamed when I smoked. I dont r...

Flowerchild, rise_above and any and all others ho have helped me, read my (few) posts and prayed for my deliverence. Thank you so much! I have twice before posted on this site to let everyone know that I was able to stop smoking for a WHOLE week. That might not sound like much but it was a huge mile...